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This is a song i wrote (i cant sing) but it was somthin i was feeling at the time. basically about a girl i really liked and she liked me but used it to keep me by without actually every tellin me if i had a chance. i dint know if that made any sense lol. i never said he words "i like you, do u want to go out" or anythin like that but the way i was it was obvious how i felt and one day she will be very close makin me feel like i could get the courage to ask her then next day she will be cold and id feel like a fool. anyway i rambled on there oopsy daisy! hope who ever reads it likes it and i would appreciate any feedback good or bad. thanks in advance....here it is ;)


Why Do You Do This To Me (by Issa H.)

(chorus) x1

the image of your face is constant in my mind, you voice flows in my heart that beats to your name
you are the non-exsistance being that i have found, you are the joyful spirit that couses me pain
why, oh why have u chosen to do this to me
why, oh why cant u set my heart free from your captivity.


(verse 1)

why do u do this, why do u do this to me
i know i felt this before but never to this extent, never to this degree
my love is real, not just a fantasey
u keep it distant and make it seem far from reality.
u fool me to think u can feel my exact emotion
then u give me a just friend wink and its all a deception.
you convey the girl that hollywood loves to portrey
the one that puts your heart on open display then leaves it to decays in your wake
why do u do this to me, how much more can my esence take
because of u, my mind and heart can no longer relate


(chorus) x1

the image of your face is constant in my mind, you voice flows in my heart that beats to your name
you are the non-exsistance being that i have found, you are the joyful spirit that couses me pain
why, oh why have u chosen to do this to me
why, oh why cant u set my heart free from your captivity.


(verse 2)

why do u do this, why do u do this to me
i know u know how i feel, but u unknowningly reject me adorably
why are u so sweet, why are u so kind
how is it possible to know me so well and be blind to whats in my mind
you give me a gentle kiss on the cheek everytime we part
my legs become weak and in your eyes i see my stolen heart
you are a beutiful villan, an untouched masterpice
an evil hero, an unfinished mistery
you are not the first person i think of when i awake, or the last when i sleep
but you are the deverstating pain that couses my soul to weep


(chorus) x2

the image of your face is constant in my mind, you voice flows in my heart that beats to your name
you are the non-exsistance being that i have found, you are the joyful spirit that couses me pain
why, oh why have u chosen to do this to me
why, oh why cant u set my heart free from your captivity.


( one of these at the end of the song)

your my hated love
my oxymoron

take me - leave me
love me - hate me

i am not immortal
but my soul is.............


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